lol

so my cps was oni 57..n now i have decided to take business...and my chosen course is...........................business law and marketting muahahahahahhahaa
secretary !!!!!! :D

xoxo - Jennifer Tee

at least

lol..nvr tot i used that title before..reading posts titles..can be fun too at times..it let u see wat did u do the whole month...if i rajin post everyday..

well starting with wat i did today ....wake up face pc, lunch, lisa came after i called, pick up takae in tiara-i hv been going to tiara much lately, then go take photo in fp, then back home, help Lisa Yong cook dinner, eat, then go church sing till 10pm...hohoho....now pc then go bath n pc and sleep..

thats a day...details are such as kha how n his sis picking us and driving us to church...they are singing too and us are me n my sis wakaka...cooked curry, sup duno wat name de, xi ham, vege, then duno wat name de..oni knw its vegetarian and steam fish....

well....saw Jeremy's facebook then think that i missed out talking bout that we saw him on d day out with siang2 n others......he was with glenn n jas which mentioned met in tiara again...well...that day met them in fp AND tiara.....he was different in looks much thinner, glenn wears a hairband and jasper same as usual.....

the thing that seriously dint change is that they 3 are together...it means that at least their friendship is built on a better foundation...well...i dun wana see me deleted in his frens list now..which is most likely possible....however continue....and the thing that obviously changed is that we're not talking..although i duno why....but i still jump to the conclusion that he is heartless and happy go lucky by juz when happy talk to u and when not then dun talk to u..like..forever.....however, i still believe everyone is different and made special..his credibility shouldnt be a discount in my life....im still expensive....well........if near future it's still like that...i can do nothing and look at God....maybe God did wana show me the range of personalities in his creations..it might be a sign, it might be a warning or even a blessing....:D

anywayz tomorrow is the bengkel n gota wake up at 7.30am..zzz....

xoxo - Jennifer Tee

hmm

i really have a great cousin...
im really so touched when he said liang ge biao mei....
biao mei....haha....so nice of him to call us biao mei..
i havent heard that since AGES ago..

im glad..mayb he noes or maybe not..
coz he's in UNITED KINGDOM most of the time..working n researching...
after so many years...a lot has happened...some unmentionable which im kinda lazy to noe the detials...their da ren issues...
YET he still rmbr we are his biao mei..
and said a really good thing on that wedding bout our song for his yougest brother who is the star of the day...
im really so touch...until now i kept thinking bout it even b4 i went to bed.
he has an amazingly cute daughter and a great wife..
may God continue to bless you and your family..
i cant say it on d face..XD but..thank you so much, it really meant a lot...for a person like me..who cares the process more than the outcome and most importantly...its my 1st time publically singing on stage O.O...luckily its a duet....but still 1st time O.O..urrghhhh

thank you
for calling me n my sis ur biao mei publically on stage....
and complimenting the song to everyone...
flying you're flying Jennifer.........zzzz...

back to earth..
i thank God that u're my great cousin
may u have a safe trip to London on wednesday.....tq tq tq tqtqtqtqtq a million timess

XOXO - JENNIFER TEE

cost

last time de things that cost more these days cost less...wat im spefically talking bout is technologies stuffs...lol..it may oni take up to 5 years..d the value of that thg can go down to 50% to 80% less value that it was...well....why not say oni a fool is willing to pay ??

but being in d front line means ur up to date in this modern society...haihz...

anywayz..today or juz now juz watched 1 novel 2 comics n a movie...lol..nite programme...was suppose to read the book n make points for my bro....income tax book lol..for the benefit of my fam's shop..haihz..i actually willingly accepted the offer to read ..but..so lazy now....

about the movie..its called "up"
an animation....
well...the story makes a bit of contradiction to me..
from the love of 2 person is less important than the future...
i mean its owkayy since d wife died..n that the guy hv to look forward...
but he had to give up the past?? that's so sad...

urghh..
i kinda imagined him as my once moody daddy..
he was moody all d time..at a point of life...
and i pity him at times..because of his status and power...
at times..u can say he has no friends..or maybe juz in heaven edi...
it wasnt his fault...u gotta choose between the career plus family plus future and personnel life ur own..he gave up his own life for our or his better future.. he made a decision at a point i guess...

i cannot say i didnt ask for it...
thats bad.....thank u daddy..u worked really hard...
and u deserves everything..but sometimes..things are juz out of hands...
do i really need to continue that state of urs?

i said before i cant live a double life..urs and mine..BUT
i gotta live mine and the future one too...
i think..its juz d same thing...
if i really have a future life and current life..i still gotta live 2 lives..
sometimes its really hard to understand..

but its owez comes right when the time is right..
u'll understand everything ..
n now n tomorrow is alwez the time to think bout it..

that is why..
xoxo - J is always lost in thoughts..n last night..i had a great dream.:)

TO BE OR NOT TO BE IS THE LAST WORDS IM GONA SAY

lol

this lappy is so lagged..that i got nothinng better to do than....go n read some of my old post :P

some are happy ones...
some are sad...
some as usual..weird like now lol
i dare to be lazy because the truth is im lazy ...
wth?? is that an escape verse that i use to not study for spm...zz
the wonder got 4 Cs lar..zzzz..so sad so many Cs..although tht worst are only Cs...

happy?
i really dont c tht coming if i were to be in my family business field..
i have a dream..
but that dream...
what i can say to myself is..
dream on...

coz it's not oni that my fam pressures me to study business..
me myself am not working hard for the dream..
i wana be in the science career but me myself is not helping..zz

ever heard wat ppl said bout..
God oni helps those who help themselves??
LOL-ness....
this came to mind..when i saw my doctor cousin today..he's Ke Fui..
i admire him...
but all can Jen do is....ADMIRE...
GG

haihz...anywayz...today so much to talk..
to..myself...
weird-ness...

i cant love any1..coz i dont love myself..
i like but i noe i cant n they cant love me too...
sad...but it's ok.
i get it.

xoxo - Jen again

hehe

today went to cousin's wedding..got sing song at night in pulao labuan on stage...

zzz...

a bit zou ying at 1st..but i dun really care...

got sing whole song can liao :D...

n i found d hero of the day...

but ...

this time is really so wrong..

confidential lol..

zzz

it's complicated

anywayz...morning see them yam cha then like that lor...

congratez them wedding...

ah chong n xiao hui...

hehe...

n i decided to join the singing ..

haha...

maybe it's a sign from God that i sang today..

so that...

i may sing for him on 11th Dec 2009

lol


xoxo - Jen

总觉得

两年前，作的决定，好像是错的，可能那时候我搬走，把历史遗忘重新开始，今天就不用忍受这些无谓的痛。

可能，今天我的好朋友们会是不一样的。

可能， 生活会比较快乐一些。

可是，以前没得到或错过的，好像永远都是理由。

是现实篇出来逃避的理由。

就恨我心软吧，说了等于没说，因为，如果再给我选一次，我还是会这么做吧。=（

xoxo - effing LiFe

如果没遇见你，可能生活会快乐一些，如果没遇见你，生活不会成长一些。