ジェニファー(Jenifa)

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1. 私は悲しい人です. あなたはこの読み取り場合, あなたはエモ人もあるかもしれません。(i am a sad person, if you read this, you may be emo people as well)lol. 2. Your prayers reveal how serious you are about your goals. If you don't pray about them, you really don't care about them that much. 3. Smiling all the time doesnt mean that you are always happy, it just means you are ready to face every tomorrow.

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

love song. Happy valentines

Saturday, February 11, 2012

Suddenly remembered "FRIENDS" + updates

Suddenly remembered some high school friends..........

How some.. we "were" close and things happened, and we walk our own ways up till today. Too lazy to go into the details to point out who's right or wrong. But yeah, actually sad part is Im quite blurred what happened because I was out of the picture when those "things" happened. Only heard them after the "events"... well, of course i am no random actor, i have parts on some little ones i guess, but yet, not big enough to be the BOMB.

But yeah, it's quite sad how these things made us not even friends in facebook !! I AM VERY SAD ON THIS MATTER. The power of small things, how they matter to some people, well, I pray that now they know, life has more to it. When death comes near, nothing can stop it........

How some... we were NEVER close, but somewhat wish the best for each other... I dont know how to explain this feeling for these kinda friends ......

How some.... we became close after high school !! this is such a miracle part.

How some... we still keep in touch now and then...

How some... I would say.. Never Better !

I miss my high school life, but living once of it is good enough... it's the most difficult part of social life vs family life role.

If I have a chance to go through it(high school) again right now, I would did what I have done, because I know if i hadnt do those, I am not respecting my previous decision and also, do more than what I have done, in order to experience that once in a life time experience.

hope this picture helps..


Taken from facebook, the most popular photo now, i remembered ages ago was the boy whose death was awaited by the bird to be eaten.


I think this is my passion now, im passionate about those who can have a month's meal with my AUD$20. So Im donating $20 a month to "Compassion" Paradise Church foundation....... and also considering sponsoring a child through World Vision after looking at this picture.

And yeah ANOTHER AND FINAL UPDATE.

Jennifer is finally looking for potential boyfriends!! TOP 3 things

1 HUMOUR !! OMG, please have almost the same humour.. not too much or too little. we must laugh together !! sincerely !
2 Looks delightful from me eyes... these very hard to measure. hahaha.
3 Can be my play mate. I love sports, board games, computer games, all sorts of games... must be by my side..esp. when i need you ok? So those who works at the sea for 3 months, super rock star that goes on tours for 365 days a year is off the list. HAHA.

xoxo J

Monday, January 30, 2012

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

最痛苦的眼泪

你可知道,最痛苦的眼泪是什么声音吗。。。。

第一滴,它是安静的。。。

从第二滴开始,它是不停的,哀怨着。

Saturday, December 31, 2011

last day of 2011

Yes, last day of 2011. Time of reflection and resolution.

Indeed, 2011 is a year of changes.

1. I finally dyed my hair to pink and goldish blonde.
2. I have my driver's license
3. I moved to Adelaide
4. Switched course
5. Drove a car at most times
6. moved 3 times this year
7. changed church - determines my friends
8. starting going ocf
9. got a new laptop and many new clothes.
10. Got a part time job.

I am not sure are these good or bad ones. But life has been so far so good.

I want to live a better life, dear God please help me....

I want a pharmacy degreee ......... sooo badly.

resolution of 2012.

Pharmacy degree !!!
eat pray love
have a bf
dont be such a lonesome person
learn to forgive and forget.

2012 I have to welcome although i dont want to, cause i will be one year older...

xoxox J

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

怎么办

我还爱你。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

Thursday, October 27, 2011

havent been active

Hi dear blog. didnt talk to you for a long time. Guessed i must have been busy with new friends and stuffs. so much for new place new resolution, i only got 2 D and a HD last semester. which leave my gpa in a 5.75 stage. I do not know it is good or bad now. I seriously think it is impossible to get 2 HD or this sem 2 subjects. although there are only 2 subjects @@

Well. My secret new job :P which my family in labuan must not know about is going so far so good. But the pay is pretty low, should i get a new job in november/december when all students fly back home and i can steal their spot. I want a job that has a pay of at least 15 per hour. please dear God. Not in the same place/tea tree plaza can ady. Let me work in macdonalds so i can get higher pay. And also please bless my boss so that she lets me go with a peaceful heart. Although i know she is really good to me but pay me 10 per hour only :( in long term that would not work, as she say the pay might increase to 12 only. where as in mcd the starting pay is 15 already. 3x20x4= $240 that is the difference you can get in a month, 10 months n that is $2400 where i can get a new laptop already. Please dear God, i need higher pay.

Hope it gets answered soon.

That's my biggest concern recently other than studies. 2 HD @.@ IN UNISA AND SAIBT ... Do you know how hard to get HD 85% WHICH IS LIKE you can only -15% throughout the course. OMGOSH.

xoxo J